cemburu = keliru = lost = buta = gila = I m right now. grrrr.~!
I m in big mess of confusion n for the first time can't do anything nor tell anyone. Deep inside it kill me. Make untrusted feeling toward other. To someone I treasured. He said he love and that kind doesn't suit what he does. Hurt it is. I m stuck with no where to being. It suck.
Closed eye... I wish there is a prince to guide for me standing once again. Because people around just start make their decision on my life plan. I m a bad person if I stand on my track. Dying.. I m.
Right now. It could be nice if people just tolerance for my sake just when the time I want. Just once perhaps.